Diary retreat 2
Posted: 2009-05-20 18:25:13
there was a ritual around longing and pain. memories of my deceased son came up. pain comes through with a force i have never yet allowed myself to feel. i feel naked, torn, and totally alone. i let go and there is nothing but pain. from this barren emptiness i ask: 'let me feel you once more, my son...'
i look up with hope. and yes, there is a presence, athe color red, an energy... i recognize it as him. i whipser: 'welocme'.
and from the circle of women comes an echo: 'welcome, welcome...'
my tears shift to joy. i chant, i sing, i glow.
once home i notice how the ritual around my son continues. i thought that i had worked this loss through, but something was missing. now I feel again this energy of him in me.
Sabine, aged 50, massagist and healer
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